Deep Nothingness.

DEEP NOTHINGNESS //(Parts 1and 2)


At the end of today (2day4month2017year) I realised I have a small cut on my finger. I have no idea where it came from. How it happened. Or when it happened. Something that is visible on the skin, that can be felt when touched, I had no idea happened.

*How is that possible?

*Does it not scare you?

*Let me explain,

As I’ve said something visible I had not noticed till the night has been there, on my skin. It might just show that if you’ve got feelings for someone, a love towards something, a thought or a realisation you should be having, you might not not see it/ Think it.

It could get you into trouble.

Why do we think about stupid nothingness

When there is a whole new world that needs to be discovered in your mind, for good and for bad.

*do you not understand? 

* why don’t you understand?

*please understand? 

I need you to think and realise what i am saying, please do.

Be careful with your thoughts.


Why even do we try?

Why do we go to school?

Why does it get harder?

Why is everything so ‘important’ 

But some aren’t, 
School is pretty much all of your childhood, and most of your teenage years and what’s after that? Adulthood where apparently everything you’ve done in school is going to affect it.

 I’m still in school and have a few more years till I get out, and I’m not even that fucking stupid to think that, I know there is more to life than school subjects.

We’re told how and when to do everything in our young lives, we get no break its just go go go well that’s how it’s supposed to fucking be because if we’re not studying, not doing homework, taking a day off school, doing things like drugs and alcohol we are told we’re going no where in life, there is nothing more to our life after school.

And parents/teachers don’t fucking know why we’re stressed or feel like the pressure is bringing us down?

They are very very close minded with that case.

There are so many fucking things after school that will make you happy that does not involve anything ‘academically’ learned, if that even makes sense to you who listens and believes what you’re being told by these people who treat us to be the same, like none of us are different and we’re all clueless lab rats.
There is more than just learnt lines from books, and poetry we are not interested in but yet we’re told its all that matters


They tell us to dream big, we can be want we want and we have the universe ahead of us but how do we believe it when we’re stuck in this tight schedule that most don’t not like, may even hate it. 
Why us?

Is our youth living youth fully anymore?


Races Outfits


So I have searched so many online clothes shops for the perfect outfit I would wear to the races in September. (it’s so far away but I’m so exited ahh.) Its very very hard to find something I completely love when I don’t really like dresses on me but I have finally found the perfect outfit that I love. 
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I am aware there is two outfits but I actually cannot pick which one I love most.. I’ve stared at them so much I’ll probably get sick of them though aha. I really cannot decide which one is my favourite.
(Everything in the pictures are from misguided.)           

Please comment which is your favourite, it might help me decide (:

In a little while I will be posting another clothes related post.
Byeee Xx


My take on feminism:

Going back so many years ago when women were treated like an object,They were treated like they were lower than men… Feminism became a thing, which I’m more than happy about. At the start of feminism, it was just for women, to fight for women, to get equality for women, is that not amazing? People who had no liberal power or power towards anything, somehow had the braveness to try to change that. Brave is an understatement for them who started feminism.

Still now a days, not all aspects of a women’s life is equally treated to any other gender but we’re fighting to change that but the “we’re” I mentioned a few words back stand for women, men, the LGBT community, and most other community’s.Though not everyone from any group I mentioned care for women’s equality, that’s expected. No one has the same opinion on everything. But some people are just plain rude about it, and speak in ways that are not helpful for anyone which is also sadly expected as we live in a dog-eat-dog world. Meaning some people will fight for just themselves, and are willing to hurt other people if they don’t agree with them.

I haven’t mentioned this in any of the two above paragraphs but feminism is not just about women anymore, it’s for everyone, equality for everyone and I do love that, that has happened over the years. 

Feminism is now equality for everyone as people are expressing themselves more and more but some are still very close minded.
People who know nothing about what feminists aim for or what feminism is has the whole idea wrong/misunderstood. I hate that. I hate that we don’t learn about these, in my eyes, most important topics in school because imagine if we did?

Imagine how many more people would understand the term feminism? 

Imagine how much we could grow up to be more accepting?

 Okayyyy the amount of times I said feminism in them paragraphs is insane aha.

I understand that no one will probably understand what I’ve said because it’s a very hard topic to write about it but at least I tried. 

Byeee  xx

#ithinkpart2 SOCIETY 

In my eyes, everything is messed up, but not everyone knows it.
Every person continues with their normal life, if its living in a mansion or living homeless, they carry on with their daily lives until they cannot take it anymore or when they die naturally (when I say naturally I mean a sickness or  old age killed them) or just if anything happens, which to me is boring.

I envy people who are actually happy with life and not faking a smile, how is it even possible?
Rant over.
Okay, that is all for today I know it might be a sensitive topic or it just boring or does not make sense (probably all). Also sorry I haven’t been active with writing these, school is just boring and tires me so I either forget about this or am too tired to write)

– Katie 


When I grow up all that I really want is happiness, real happiness.

I do not care if I’m poor/rich, once I’m happy I’m okay.

I would love to be a school therapist in like America, I doubt it will ever happen but it would be so so cool. I’d also love to be a blogger but I have a less of a chance of that happening probably just cuz I can’t afford anything from the new ‘trends’ or make up or pretty, expensive clothes and I’m not interesting so there is all my chances gone.
Thinking of your future is so scary, no one, not even you knows what it going to happen and I hate that.

What if I grow up to not being happy and not having a job I enjoy? Most people worry about school and what people think of them, yes I think about them but my future is more important to me.

I hope really things work out, I don’t think it will all be okay but I just hope so.

Also parents or teachers don’t and won’t teach us about things like paying bills, buying cars, breakups and that does not help a person that worries about their future. They just don’t understand what teenagers worry about and they make fun of it, I hate that too.

So that’s all for today! I know it’s a bit deep but oh well.

~ Katie 


There is lots and lots of different types of music, the main type is pop…. I think pop music is so so overrated (that’s only my opinion). Pretty much most of the ‘really popular always on the tv songs’ are pop and I hate it.

There is so many songs/music artists in other categories that deserve the fame the ‘pop‘ songs get..

I think that rock/punk music is so underrated, the songs in that category have so much meaning and can really help people get through problems but most people think it is bad to like that music and that you are ‘weird‘ if you like it…

It’s not true.

I could name so many bands that deserve more recognition but they don’t get it and that annoys me.. A lot.

I wish people wouldn’t be so afraid to be different so lots of things, not just music, would have a chance of being a ‘something‘ 

That is my rant done for today.. I am so bad at putting my opinion in words that actually make sense but idgaf, no one is going to see this anyway 

Bye for now!