When I grow up all that I really want is happiness, real happiness.
I do not care if I’m poor/rich, once I’m happy I’m okay.
I would love to be a school therapist in like America, I doubt it will ever happen but it would be so so cool. I’d also love to be a blogger but I have a less of a chance of that happening probably just cuz I can’t afford anything from the new ‘trends’ or make up or pretty, expensive clothes and I’m not interesting so there is all my chances gone.
Thinking of your future is so scary, no one, not even you knows what it going to happen and I hate that.
What if I grow up to not being happy and not having a job I enjoy? Most people worry about school and what people think of them, yes I think about them but my future is more important to me.
I hope really things work out, I don’t think it will all be okay but I just hope so.
Also parents or teachers don’t and won’t teach us about things like paying bills, buying cars, breakups and that does not help a person that worries about their future. They just don’t understand what teenagers worry about and they make fun of it, I hate that too.
So that’s all for today! I know it’s a bit deep but oh well.
My favourite lyrics from songs!
1. Nobody thinks what you think – twenty one pilots.
Usually to lyrics like these I don’t like telling people a meaning, make one of your own, you can put it on the obvious way or your own different way!
2. Everybody’s got their demons – 5 seconds of summer
Your not the only one that feels like their life is a living hell, everyone suffers sometime in their life.
3. We are the new Americana – Halsey
We are the new generation, we are our own people.
4. Pick up your stitches better than your riches – band of skulls.
Look after yourself.
5. We’ll never surrender, the kids in the dark – all time low
The Sad teenagers are a clique and won’t give in
6. You liked me cuz I was blue but then you touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky -Halsey
This is like the first of my favourite song lyric, it can have so many meanings, but just don’t change for someone.
So they are some of my favourite song lyrics, some of them might not even make sense to you or anyone but they do to me.
That’s all for today!
What I think the meaning of life is..
Life has millions and millions and millions of reasons, one for each person. Everyone has things or people they love and would do anything to keep in their lives, but I think only one of them is the true meaning to their life.
But so many people have mental issues, and I do honestly think the main reason that caused their problems is that they don’t know their real meaning to their life. They don’t know their own definition of their own future, or, even, their past.
You have all these “professionals” trying to tell you what is right and what is wrong in your life but they don’t know the real you, how can they if you don’t even know the real you?
You can not even look for the meaning of your life, it just comes naturally, a realisation almost. It might even take years for it to come so just don’t loose hope, it will come even if its when you are old, just wait and enjoy your life as it comes.
Also just think about things, it will end up having more meaning, giving what you have and what you want more meaning.
(I know that this is deeper than usual, but I feel like I needed to say it.)
That’s is all for today aha. Byee!!!
TIPS ON HOW TO DEAL WITH ANGER/WORRY
These are a few tips on how to deal with anger/worry because we all know that everyone has to deal with it sometime in their lives
1. Know that time never ever stops, so if you are lets just say in class and the teacher is giving out to you, one way that might make you feel better or less embarrassed even is to remember that it’s going to end, no matter how bad the ‘argument‘ is, it.will.end.
2. If you are angry, press your tongue on the bridge (top) of you mouth, and breath in, it might help!
3. In the moment you are worrying or angry or feel down, think of someone, even a famous person that makes you feel okay and happy (mine is Tyler Joseph or Halsey)
4. Leave the room you are in and take some time out and have time to think .
5. Listen to music, whatever music you are into, listen to it, it’ll help especially if you love music like me!
I hope these tips helps you, if you see this. Ahaa
Bye for now!
There is lots and lots of different types of music, the main type is pop…. I think pop music is so so overrated (that’s only my opinion). Pretty much most of the ‘really popular always on the tv songs’ are pop and I hate it.
There is so many songs/music artists in other categories that deserve the fame the ‘pop‘ songs get..
I think that rock/punk music is so underrated, the songs in that category have so much meaning and can really help people get through problems but most people think it is bad to like that music and that you are ‘weird‘ if you like it…
It’s not true.
I could name so many bands that deserve more recognition but they don’t get it and that annoys me.. A lot.
I wish people wouldn’t be so afraid to be different so lots of things, not just music, would have a chance of being a ‘something‘
That is my rant done for today.. I am so bad at putting my opinion in words that actually make sense but idgaf, no one is going to see this anyway
Bye for now!
Types People At School
They’re lots of different types of people at school, some nicer than other, some less caring as others but most people are just people who you don’t hate but you don’t know them, so your just not bothered by them meaning you should not care what they think about you or things you love so I am going to explain some types of the people at my school.
1. The ‘Nobody’s’
I think I am this type of person, no one particularly ‘hates’ in this group of people.
To be honest most people is school are like this, They don’t get involved in everything the school does, it’s like they are just there filling an empty space but having a meaning to be there at the same time
2. The ‘I know everything and am cocky about it’
Every school has these people and they annoy the shit out of me, all they do is be an absolute an lickarse to all the teachers and get everything ‘right’ and if they don’t they go off and cry about it. That is pretty much everything I have to say about them.
3. The ‘I know Everything But Is Modest About It’
I am so jealous of these people because they are always the nicest people and they are straight A students… I sit beside a girl and she is literally like the nicest person I have ever known, literally.
4. The ‘Popular girls that make out with every boy who walks past them and will do anything for attention’
These people are so annoying, they can be ‘nice’ but they are still annoying, I don’t know them too well so I can’t say I hate them but they all seem to be stuck up and cocky.
5. The ‘Popular But Is Still Really Nice/Smart/pretty/everything I want to be’
I want to be this person.
That is all for today!
My Favourite music artists
1. Twenty One Pilots ~
I only found out about them in 2015 and they are already literally one of my favourite music artists, it’s impossible to pick a favourite song of theirs because no1. They are all amazing.
2. One Direction ~
I have loved One Direction for 5 years, people like one of my brothers give me shit for it, oh well, But I much rather crying over how much I love One Direction than crying over him giving shit talk to me
3. Halsey ~
Halsey is one of the only female artists I actually like, her music is amazing also she has a good personality which makes her 100% more amazing
4. 5 Seconds Of Summer ~
5sos is honestly so problematic but but at-least they are not boring.. Aha.. But their music is literally so so good, but also so relatable that’s the main why I love them
Well That’s all for today, I will hopefully be uploading tomorrow, depends on how the day goes!
So.. My first ever blog
I want my blog to be about opinions, thoughts, and just random topics. So if anyone ever even sees this, I will hopefully be uploading 3-5 times a week!!!
I will upload some time between 6-9 pm
so bye for now!